THE WHOLE EPISODE WAS A FLASHBACK! REMEMBER THE BEGINNING WHEN JOHN WAS IN THE COUNSELLING AND THEN IT WENT IN TO THE EPISODE! WE WATCHED THE EPISODE AS JOHN REMEMBERED IT BUT HE REMEMBERED IT WRONG BC HE WAS HIT BY THE BIKE HE HIT HIS HEAD AND HE WAS EMOTIONAL HE FORGOT HOW IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED!
HOW DID EVERYONE FORGET THE EPISODE WAS A FLASHBACK!?!?!?!?!?
my whole life is a lie!
when you wanna talk about the thing but you can’t talk about the thing because you know people will roll their eyes and be like ‘oh great she’s talking about the thing again’ so you just kind of sit there and pout because you want to talk about the thing so badly but you know if you try you’ll just get shit for it